Sunday, February 21, 2010

Soon and very soon...

"It is easier to do the work of God than it is to imitate His character. Sometimes when God calls us we are too busy to hear Him." These words were spoken from the pulpit this morning and they really hit home. I hope to be returning to Haiti soon and I pray that when I arrive I won't be so busy doing God's work that I forget to imitate His character.
I'm hesitant to state exactly when I will be returning until the airline ticket has been purchased but American Airlines is once again flying into Port-au-Prince which makes returning much simpler.
My time here in Canada has been restful and relaxing. I know that I'm not prepared for life in Haiti post quake, but I don't think I'll ever be prepared. I've shed a lot of tears and dealt with a lot of emotions but the end is not over yet. I know that when I see loved ones for the first time since the quake I will cry with joy at seeing them and relief that they aren't injured or dead. I have a strong desire to see the land that I have grown to love. I need to finish the last part of the grieving process and I can't do that from here. I need to grieve the life that I knew and the people and places that were becoming so dear to me.
Everyone's been asking two things: 1) what will I do when I return? and 2) will I be safe?
Both questions are difficult to answer. I will mostly be doing administration when I first return. Finances, regular updates, communication with the board and sponsors, all of these things need to be done as we strongly desire to be accountable for the money we have received. Will I be safe? No guarantees, but then there are no guarantees here either. I will promise to be as safe as I possibly can.
Please pray the following:
-wisdom as we go forward
-patience for the frustrations that are all too common in Haiti
-that we will truly glorify God in our words and deeds
When I am back I promise as many updates and photos as internet access will allow.

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